ANTOLOGI PUISI

    Aku sadar aku berdosa Takkan bisa menyamai-Nya yang perkasa Aku mampu mengubah kayu jadi abu Tapi Dia mampu mengubah tanah jadi aku   Setiap yang kuinginkan dengan susah kudapatkan Tapi apa yang Dia inginkan tak terbantahkan Seribu satu menara di kota ini dapat Dia tiup Seperti air di laut yang menyusut dalam katup   Ya…aku sadar Dia benar Aku tersesat Dia ingat   Aku tak pantas merasa hebat dengan segelas kopi hangat Karena Dia punya segunung lahar panas yang siap mendekat Aku tak harus merasa tinggi karena setiap orang memujiku Karena Dia bisa mengubah orang-orang itu menjadi bisu   Ya…aku sadar Dia besar Aku debu Dia Maha Tahu itu   Bandung, 15 Desember 2011 Di tengah cerahnya awan mendung dan gelapnya mentari….

    Gitar tua ini selalu menemaniku di kota yang redup akan kejujuran dan belas kasihan ini Walaupun senar-senar nylon yang hampir putus ini kerapkali melukai jari manisku yang peot Kulantunkan nada hati untuk yang terkasih Yang selalu menantikan senyumanku walaupun tak seindah senyumannya Yang selalu merelakan tangannya melepuh tersiram air panas setiap kali Ia menyiapkan segelas teh untukku Yang selalu berdoa agar kekuatan jiwa dan cinta dapat mengalahkan segalanya Yang terkasih…   Gitar ini menjadi bisu ketika derasnya hujan pengharapan tak mampu dibendung dengan indahnya cinta dan kokohnya tiang halte bus di kota ini Luka itu semakin terasa perih manakala senyumanmu yang indah harus ternodai oleh asap knalpot atau senyummu yang berubah tangis karena tak kuat menahan getirnya hidup ini Walaupun getir itu anugrah Walaupun pahit itu nikmat Walaupun tangis itu cinta Hanya kau yang terkasih…

  Malam ini aku habiskan dengan merenungi dingin yang pekat Dingin yang datang terlambat Membayangi wajah di balik hembusan asap sebatang sigaret, kenangan itu kembali menyapa dahulu, sewaktu Maret.   Ku terima banyak senyum, kagum dan syukur Tapi dirimu tak terlihat olehku berbaur. Tak juga terlihat menyapa, pada suatu ketika.   Mungkin itu pilihan Mungkin juga jawaban   Kini kuhisap dalam-dalam, sebuah kapas yang berasap dan kuhembuskan (lagi) ke atap (Kembali) mengingat Maret itu yang cintanya baru saja mulai, dan ingin membatu tapi tak bisu.   Ini untuk sebatang sigaret yang kuhisap dan berasap Ini untuk dirimu yang cintanya tak boleh padam, seperti sigaret di tengah jariku ketika lama tak kuhisap.   Maret itu penuh senyum Maret itu seperti sigaret yang kuhisap saat ini Maret itu cinta, Maret itu aku dan dirimu.     Bandung, 8 September 2014 jam 23 lewat 11 menit    

  Oh… here we are among these trees Showing our smile beyond the wind I don’t want to take you a risk Whenever I should run a thousand mile   Come with me and we’ll live with joy Share your smile and tears I love the way you make the storm destroy, And sun be back and appears.   To be your love is all that I could thank to God. Nov, 23-2011

  I was hiding behind the loneliness Trying to get better smile upon my face I realized that this is I was Not feeling I have more than space   If there’s just the road I took I’d find it and get closer to you I never had this moonlit and I tried to look For one night when the wind blew   Every night I spend in my life This is how I feel… Every time I remember that voice This is how I feel…   You’d catch me out and gave me the best Until the moonlit washed the way I hardly find another feeling but zest That’s why I chose you to stay   But if you’d follow the time I could go until you arrive And I’d take it for the rhyme To go somewhere I could drive   Revised in Bandung on May, 22-2012

    This lonely night’s so close to me There’s nothing I could do I took my breath away that time And I felt my yearn of you…   I waited for you, dear Waited for the loving moments we had shared If there’s just the way we were I can’t stop holding this yearning of you when you’re by my side…   It would be my yearning If you’re not feeling the same…   I miss you so and forever it will stay in my heart I miss you so ‘cause I’ll never be in love without you...   It would take so long tonight When you’re not the one who catches all of my cry and happiness If I could take you the way I will never let you go and stay in your heart, honey…     Sat, June 25-2011

    Birds sing more joyful songs this morning I’m the one who feel the warmness on my soul With the deepest yearn of you…   I wrote these unforgettable lovely words for you To give spirit when I’m facing something hidden To give the strength when unexpected wind blowing my mind   I worry about you if you didn’t trust in me, caught myself with all of my cry and happiness I’ll lend my shoulders to be your cry and give my words and love and smile and laughing to be your happiness With the deepest yearn of you…   I was trapped in the big medley: - missing of your sweet lips - hugging you tight - holding your hands on mine - hearing to your lovely laugh With the deepest yearn of you   If I die before awake, keep my love onto your heart ‘Cause nothing’s gonna take my love away from yours And everything seems to be bad if I couldn’t Wipe away your tears With all of my life… With my entire smile… With the deepest ...

  Dear, just listen to my loudest voice Everything just will be fine if you don’t wipe me away from your life ‘Cause it will shed the tears if I lose you…   Knowing that it will be the hardest part when I let you go, I just won’t it. I won’t it   I will never know my last of life if I lose your light, sweet light It could be the shadows in my darkness It could be unidentified thing I never found the truth   I won’t be a shadow, that’s making everything black! Making a colorful life become black and black and black…     Sun, Jun 5’11

    I was playing with my sun shine It gave me warmness on my morning If it doesn’t shine my morning, I’ll give it my love that warmth its life   The nights came and wipe my sun away from me Luckily, I’m the one who catches all of its warmness So, I could face my dark cold night with all of love we have   It is my sun, giving so much light in my life It is my sun, warmth my morning with love It is my sun It is you…       Sunday, June 5-2011

    I was in the deepest of yearning Trying to catch your bright smile, by looking through your eyes on the dumb lips Your pictures…   I drank a glass of water While I was reminding of your warm lips This feeling was not unforgiven sin I won’t be Nothing seems to be worse than this night If you just give your kiss to me Hugging tight…       Friday, June 3-2011